This is my life through a blog. From things that I love to things I'm too afraid to say. I know I'm not perfect but I will always be me<33 Stay strong & know you aren't alone(:
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I finally found the perfect dress for my date in LA with Jake Halloween weekend! I'm so excited & I can't wait to show y'all what it looks like(: it was a little expensive but it was totally with it. The dress is perfect & I really hope Jake thinks it is too :D I really can't wait until Halloween weekend! I get to spend the whole weekend with him(: it's going to be wonderful❤️

Disney today was fun😄 I wish I could work here! #disney #disneyland #California #family #bro #helovesme #haha #2014 #minnie #mylife #happiestplaceonearth #loveithere  (at Disneyland)

Disney today was fun😄 I wish I could work here! #disney #disneyland #California #family #bro #helovesme #haha #2014 #minnie #mylife #happiestplaceonearth #loveithere (at Disneyland)

Omg this is so me haha I never know how many minutes it takes to get somewhere but I&#8217;ll always know how many songs I get to listen to until I&#8217;m there😅

Omg this is so me haha I never know how many minutes it takes to get somewhere but I’ll always know how many songs I get to listen to until I’m there😅

How I spent my morning😃🙌 #photography #brookie #brooksinstitute #mylife #nikon #pier #ventura #California #collegelife #alldayclasses #2014 #surfers  (at Ventura Pier)

How I spent my morning😃🙌 #photography #brookie #brooksinstitute #mylife #nikon #pier #ventura #California #collegelife #alldayclasses #2014 #surfers (at Ventura Pier)

Learning From Life Experiences

It’s amazing how something you thought would go one way turns out to go the exact opposite because of a choice you made for you. It was probably one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do but I needed to be smart about it before I got crushed again. I wish things could of been different but I know this is for the better. I always tend to put everyone else’s needs before my own so it feels a little weird to me putting myself first. I know it’s going to suck & I’m going to miss them forever but I know I can & will survive. Since April 2013 I’ve changed. I’ve changed into a stronger & more independent women. With everything I’ve been through since then, I can gladly say I’m proud of who I’ve become. The only thing I hate most is that they didn’t get to truly know the new me & I know that is their own loss. 

If You Can’t Hang - Sleeping With Sirens

Met a girl at seventeen
Thought she meant the world to me, 
So I gave her everything

She turned out to be a cheat
Said she’d been thinking for a long time
And she found somebody new
I’ve been thinking that this whole time


Well I never thought you’d stay
That’s okay
I hope he takes your filthy heart
And then he throws you away someday

Before you go, there’s one thing you oughta know

If you can’t hang then, there’s the door baby

If you can’t hang thenthere’s the door baby
If you can’t hang then, there’s the door baby
If you can’t hang then, there’s the door


don’t wanna take your precious time
'Cause you're such a pretty, pretty, pretty, pretty face
But you turned into a pretty big waste of my time
I don’t wanna take up all your time
'Cause you're such a pretty, pretty, pretty, pretty face
But you turned into a pretty big waste of my time


You’re the lowest type
You’re the lowest


I met a girl stuck in her ways
She found a boy she knew she’d change
I changed my clothes, my hair, my face
To watch us go our separate ways

She said we’ve grown apart for sometime
But then she found somebody new
I hope Mr. Right puts up with all the bullshit that you do


Stay the hell away, 
While I sit here by myself
And figure out how I got this way

Before you go, there’s one thing you oughta know

If you can’t hang then, there’s the door baby
If you can’t hang then, there’s the door baby
If you can’t hang then, there’s the door baby
If you can’t hang then, there’s the door

I don’t wanna take your precious time
'Cause you're such a pretty, pretty, pretty, pretty face
But you turned into a pretty big waste of my time
I don’t wanna take up all your time
'Cause you're such a pretty, pretty, pretty, pretty face
But you turned into a pretty big waste of my time

I don’t want to get things confused
She said she’d never settle for some boy she couldn’t use
So now I gotta call the doctor
So he can prescribe me medication
So I can deal with all the memories of being here this way


I met a girl at twenty-three
Knew she meant the world to me, 
So I gave her everything, 
And she did the same for me


Imagine that! 
'Cause you're such a pretty, pretty face
No you’re such a pretty, pretty face
Well, oh yeah… 
'Cause you're such a pretty, pretty face
No you’re such a pretty, pretty face

I don’t wanna take your precious time
'Cause you're such a pretty, pretty, pretty, pretty face
But you turned into a pretty big waste of my time
I don’t wanna take up all your time
'Cause you're such a pretty, pretty, pretty, pretty face
But you turned into a pretty big waste of my time

Would you please stay and come inside, baby
Would you please stay and please be mine, baby
Would you please stay and come inside, baby
Would you please stay and please be mine
?